Sunday, February 20, 2011

confused...

Long distance relationships are hard enough.
How do you maintain a relationship if you don't talk, text or write each other. Maybe I am missing something. Maybe it's not the relationship I thought it was.
I was fine before you showed up. I'm not sure what to make of this. Maybe I am just overreacting. It's hard for me to look forward to talking to you and then not being able to. Just not sure what to do with this. All I want is honesty. I know you didn't want to tell me what to do. I know I made the decision to wait for you but I think I need to find balance again.
I don't know, I'm just so confused and you're not there to talk to.

Faults...

Impatient would be at the top of my fault list. I want everything now... I don't like to settle for less. I have tried to be patient and things still don't turn out. I don't like it when a person doesn't respond to me. I have all the patience in the world for my students and my son, but little else for anyone or anything else. I don't know why?!
Quitter, if things aren't going my way... I just give up. I get easily discourage. If I feel that I am giving more than anyone else, I just throw my hands up and say forget it!!
Hopeless Romantic... while some may not consider this a fault, it is. I have this ideal guy in mind and if a person doesn't fit that mold, I don't want it. I have learned in my years to compromise my ideology but still find it hard to let go of the things I really want in a man.
How can you work through the faults that hold you back? How do you let go and just enjoy? How do you not look to see all the faults in another?
How do I allow my insecurities/faults to not get in the way of my happiness??

Friday, February 4, 2011

Snow Day 2011

One for the record books... it has snowed again in South Texas. What makes it so funny is that EVERYTHING shut down.
We must be the laughing stock of the north and east coast.
All major roads shut down, school cancel and most everything else is closed!
We Texans just don't know how to handle this stuff!!
We will drive in Hurricane force wind and rain, chase Tornado's, and not think twice about grass fires... but give us a little ice and snow... and we freak out!
Since we don't get it but once every twenty years or so... it is super exciting when we do. Kids go outside and play, snow men are made... even if they are only 4 inches tall, and snow angles are attempted.
It was an exciting day... but the ice is still a nightmare!!
I hope everyone enjoyed their snow day!!